Dec. 6- Post Op with doctor

We just found out today that my baby did not have anything wrong with her and that they do not know why she died. I also found out it was a girl. I am feeling very conflicted about this news. I am frustrated that God would allow my perfectly healthy baby to die. I am sad, confused, and conflicted. It is like I have to start over and reprocess all of this. Supposedly, this is better news than if the baby did have a problem because there is a better chance of a healthy baby in the future... but there is no closure for me. Please pray for peace and healing in our hearts.