A name for our little girl

Mara Faith

Mara means "sad" or "bitter" in Hebrew.

Faith because our faith has been tested through this in yet we need faith to trust God still has a plan for us that hopefully involves another baby.

Dec. 6- Post Op with doctor

We just found out today that my baby did not have anything wrong with her and that they do not know why she died. I also found out it was a girl. I am feeling very conflicted about this news. I am frustrated that God would allow my perfectly healthy baby to die. I am sad, confused, and conflicted. It is like I have to start over and reprocess all of this. Supposedly, this is better news than if the baby did have a problem because there is a better chance of a healthy baby in the future... but there is no closure for me. Please pray for peace and healing in our hearts.